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Journal Entry: Sun Sep 13, 2009, 4:27 PM


First off this is :iconnoble-griffin:, not Sui. She asked me to update her journal so here I am. Please read it

Second, here are a few quotes to describe how I feel Sui is feeling at this moment.

“If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.”

“The 'not-giving-a-fuck' meter is as far into the red-zone as ever before.”

"I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of

Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you"

"Walk this world alone try to stay on my feet

Sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up cause I'm afraid to sleep
And open my eyes to a new day, with all new problems 4. and all new pain
All the faces are filled with so much anger
Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger
After all the wars, after settling the scores, at the break of dawn we will be deaf to the answers"

Thirdly, Sui is having more issues in her hectic life. Her promise of being on around Tuesday is no longer plausible. Do to unforeseen events, she has been sadly revoked of her computer and online activities till Friday.

She has been under allot of stress and reached her breaking point. I feel it is necessary to show that she has friends who care, so comment on this journal showing your support towards her and that she is in your prayers to what ever god you believe and if your atheist than show her that she has a place in your heart; hell do both. Pray for her and show that she is in your heart, for she is an amazing person who deserves more than life throws at her. I know I speak for at least two others who would do what ever it took to see justice to anyone who has or did her wrong.

Sui would do anything for a friend, now it is your time to show that you would do the same for her. Show your support, your love and your encouragement for her to never give up. Show her that when life knocks her down, that she doesn't have to rise alone anymore. She wouldn't let any of us rise alone, and now it is our time, to show her how many hands reach down to help her up.

I thank you for reading this, and I hope you consider her a good enough friend to lend her that helping hand and to help guide her through her troubled times.

-NG


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Anime-Live
Age Old Ways
~RoE~


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:iconraisaitsu:
Because she inspires me.


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:liquisoft:~To-Do List~:liquisoft:
:bulletgreen: "Winter's Wrath Vs. Shadow's Wake" :pointr: Ryuu vs. Dei
:bulletred: "~RoE~" Chibi Dragons :pointr: Chibis of Ryuu, Draak, Fuego, Herensuge
:bulletblack: Chibi Series :pointr: :bulletgreen: Suizuki; :bulletgreen: Ryuu; :bulletred: Kapugen; :bulletred: Kai; :bulletgreen: Others

:cake:~Birthday Art~:cake:
:bulletgreen: ~Nora-Suki :pointr: !!!Surprise!!!
:bulletred: ~Me-Unlucky-Girl :pointr: !!!Surprise!!!
:bulletgreen: ~noble-griffin :pointr: !!!Surprise!!!
:bulletred: *Raisaitsu :pointr: !!!Surprise!!!
:bulletred: ~Dasda :pointr: Undecided

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  • Mood: Sympathy
  • Listening to: Comatose By Skillet
  • Reading: Manga
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Tea
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Devious Comments

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:iconnoble-griffin:
~noble-griffin Sep 13, 2009, 4:33:24 PM
*reaches hand out and helps you up* I said it once, I will say it again. I will always be here for you Sui. You are my best friend and are like a sister I never had. Keep going Sui, I know more than most what it is like to hit the point of wanting to quit and now look were I am. You have friends, you have family and you are special, or as the quote put it "Fucking mental" but we love that about you anyways :P

Don;t give up, and keep going forward no matter what.

-NG; reaper; ryo; draak; dei; gin; fuego; ken; desu; byakko; rai; neve

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"Of course, with a whole rest of the evening with free tea, the Balance could wait..."
:iconloveanime:
~loveanime Sep 13, 2009, 6:18:15 PM
*huggles*

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I'm Kurama in the YYH DevART Crew

Life is filled with good memories and bad ones, but memories are what you make of them.
:iconnora-suki:
~Nora-Suki Sep 13, 2009, 6:35:55 PM
Just as Reaper put it, You ish loved!!! *Glomps* I will always be here for you! <3
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~followthedarke Sep 13, 2009, 6:51:39 PM
Hey sui, ya know i love ya o.o ,in a total friendly and not perverted manner, and if you ever want to talk to me you can, i cant say your in my prayers sui, as i dont pray, but your most definatly in ma thoughts *hugs* i hope your not in too much trobule and that you are okay, or better soon sui
always
Robyn

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i love violence

i warned you all
:iconspire0580:
~Spire0580 Sep 13, 2009, 7:02:53 PM
I love my sui <3 D: Dont give up im here for you!
:iconspire0580:
~Spire0580 Sep 13, 2009, 7:33:32 PM
Im always here you know that more then anyone I shall never leave you side. -leans next to her and picks her and carries her on his back- I Love you sui never think your alone with me here. even tho im not there but No matter where you are I'll always be with you sui. Like i said YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE I AM HERE FOR YOU AND WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE! I love you sui.
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~CrazyAnimeChick Sep 14, 2009, 6:08:35 PM
Oooh,Zuki, whatever is happening, you know that every person here loves yah and cares for you, and I myself would personally do whatever to make you happy. When I first met you, you were so peppy, and I loved it when you were happy, I still do now. You're an awesome person, with amazing talent. I really hope you feel better soon, and if there is anything you need at all, please let me know, and I'll try to do whatever it is in the best of my power. Take care please Zuki, and just remember about all the people that love you (:

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RAWR!
:iconme-unlucky-girl:
~Me-Unlucky-Girl Sep 16, 2009, 2:26:13 AM
I'm sorry to hear you're having problems, sui :( i really hope you feel better soon. :hug:

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"You can be as you are, but it's never good enough for others. Conclusion: fuck others!"
:iconbloodymarryme:
~BloodyMarryMe Sep 16, 2009, 12:25:16 PM
You are not alone Sui. You are a good and strong person and if you ever need a friend I will be there for you. When you fall down, don't think why you fell, stand up and carry on with defiance and strength. But even the strongest need help, sometimes.
You have my hand. :)
:iconplurias-concentio:
=Plurias-Concentio Sep 16, 2009, 5:29:48 PM
more than anything, what you need is prayer, and commmitment of good friends. and i will do my best to support you with both.

James ch1 v 2 says, "consider it joy, my brethren, when trials of many kinds face you. because you know the testing of your faith develops perseverance."

Remember for that all you face, and all you endure is for a Grand reason God has put out for you. no matter how bleak it may seem. time and time again, God has shown me that in my life. now i pray he will show you the same.

and above all else, that God will provide you the strength and solace that God wants you to have.

God's grace is always sufficient.

Ask and pray for strength and comfort from God, and it will surely come to you.

And so will your dear brothers and sisters be with you to provide that strength and comfort whenever you need it, wherever you are.

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"Love suffers long."
-1 Corinthians 13:4

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~Friends~

:iconnora-suki:
This awesome-beyond-awesome girl is my beloved sister~ <3 Not my sister by blood relation, but we're so freakin' close, it isn't funny. She's awesome beyond belief, and always knows how to cheer me up when I'm down.
She's also working on her own manga, Age Old Ways, telling the story of several old kitsune protectors now living life in a...rather creepy old school. It's difficult to explain, but awesome! Go check it out!

:iconnoble-griffin:
This guy is...pwnage. Haha~ He's my best friend, first of all, and I trust him and care for him greatly. His photo manipulations kick some serious butt, and he has so many skills I love him for that it makes my head spin! We also run an anime website together, called Anime-Live.

:iconxxmiyakaxxserenityxx:
Holy crap, this girl... Haha~ She's awesome beyond belief. We get along AMAZINGLY well, and she's my closest friend, next to Reaper [best friend]. I love talking to her so much that it's like an addiction, I swear. It's always too fun talking to her, and I hope to meet her some day soon~

:iconkase-dog:
Though I rarely talk to her anymore since she has such a hectic life, she's one of my first friends I've ever had online. Possibly the first...or second... I don't recall. Either way, she's always awesome to talk to, and she's in a bit of a trio between her, Genia, and myself. Haha~ She's on all of the roleplay sites that we have between the three of us, and she's an awesome roleplayer. She's slowly working on a manga called Yami no Tenshi.

:iconnahamut:
This girl is great. We may have only met a short time ago, but so far we get along really well, and we share a lot of similarities in the things we like, as well. I really enjoy talking to her, and she always brightens my day when I feel down. I absolutely love her style to death, and her art inspires me incredibly. She's simply amazing~ :heart:

~Awesome People~

:iconsyaming-li:
The donator of my subbie, and and AMAZING artist. I don't know him very well, but I'm deeply hoping to get to be good friends with him. His artistic skills are amazing, and he's a really great guy to talk to. He's a Sonic artist, and is actually working on his own butt-kicking fancomic called Sonic Soundspeed. Go check it out!

:iconshinerai:
Ahh, Shin... While I rarely get to talk to him, he's always awesometastic when I do. He's a great person, and an amazing artist. He's a dragon artist for the most part, but he also draws a bunch of other stuff that kicks just as much tail as his dragons. He runs the *ShinXChange, which I one day hope to get the freetime to join. Haha~

:iconkilara:
While I don't actually know her personally, I can tell you that her artistic skills are off the charts, and from what I've seen, she's without a doubt a really great girl in general, too! She has her own story, The Xiro Myth, with a bunch of characters with designs that are nothing short of amazing (I wonder how many times I've used that word in here...).

:iconraisaitsu:
This girl is just amazing. All I can say. Her artistic skills and her style put me in awe, and I love absolutely everything she dishes out. She creates the most wonderful characters and creatures, and draws them in a way that just pulls me in. I aspire to develop my art skills to be as wonderful as her's, because she inspires me in so many ways. :heart:

~Clubs~

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=silverneikami:iconsilverneikami:
Haha~ Thank you, Miya~ :heart:
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 5:50 PM
~xxMiyakaxxSerenityxx:iconxxMiyakaxxSerenityxx:
You Rule!
Tue Oct 13, 2009, 8:05 PM
~Spire0580:iconSpire0580:
pssssssh paranoid about what <.<...... mabye.... -cough- I mean im not paranoid ha ha ha why would you think that. <3
Fri Aug 28, 2009, 7:41 PM
=silverneikami:iconsilverneikami:
Haha~ Lies. You're paranoid and you know it~ :heart:
Fri Aug 28, 2009, 12:33 PM
~Spire0580:iconSpire0580:
I never worrie!!!! <.<..... who worries...>.> not me... -coughs-
Thu Aug 27, 2009, 10:01 PM

Should I start taking commissions? (Prices will be cheap, around fifteen dollars max. Comment, please~) 

47%
7 deviants said I would, but I don't have any money...
27%
4 deviants said Yes! That'd be awesome!
13%
2 deviants said Maybe. I'm not sure.
7%
1 deviant said Sure, I don't mind, so why not?
7%
1 deviant said No, I don't care for your art.
0%
No deviants said Why on earth do you need it? I won't give my money away unless it's important...
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No deviants said I don't spend my money on commissions, so no.
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No deviants said I'll let you know after you tell me the details.
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